NO CHURCH IN THE WILD

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May 27, 2024 by The Citron Review

by Thomas Kneeland

After my high school graduation, Grandma pulled down the ladder to the attic in the middle of our hallway & climbed in a world apart from anything I’d known. Christmas decorations—always the Black ones—because there was a certain religion in having a Black Santa Claus: he was the pastor that made sure Jesus checked his list twice, to weed out those who were naughty during the week, cordial on Wednesdays for Bible Study & without spot or blemish on Sunday morning. She pulled down a royal blue foot locker with gold plated locks & edge protectors. Food & snacks & some toiletries can fit in there & between the ramen & g newtons, slept a tongue scraper. I scraped every sermon o my tongue: left the nest, melted fresh wax o my wings, dusted them with graphite & eraser shavings to rewrite history & forget all that kept me boxed up for years, in one full gust. To do this in remembrance of me, the boy I once was—who knew First Sundays were meant only for grape juice, pressed from the vine, in one hand & stale wonder in the other.

Thomas Kneeland is the author of We Be Walkin’ Blackly in the Deep (Marian University Department of Media, Communication, and Design) and a 2022 Frontier Poetry Global Poetry Prize finalist. He is the Founder & Editor-in-Chief of The Elevation Review. His publication credits include The Rumpus, Southern Humanities Review, The Amistad, Vagabond City Lit, and elsewhere. Thomas received his BA in English from DePauw University, and an MFA in Poetry from Butler University.

 

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After my high school graduation, Grandma pulled down the ladder to the attic in the middle of our hallway & climbed in a world apart from anything I’d known. Christmas decorations—always the Black ones—because there was a certain religion in having a Black Santa Claus: he was the pastor that made sure Jesus checked his list twice, to weed out those who were naughty during the week, cordial on Wednesdays for Bible Study & without spot or blemish on Sunday morning. She pulled down a royal blue foot locker with gold plated locks & edge protectors. Food & snacks & some toiletries can fit in there & between the ramen & g newtons, slept a tongue scraper. I scraped every sermon o my
tongue: left the nest, melted fresh wax o my wings, dusted them with graphite & eraser shavings to rewrite history & forget all that kept me boxed up for years, in one full gust. To do this in remembrance of me, the boy I once was—who knew First Sundays were meant only for grape juice, pressed from the vine, in one hand & stale wonder in the other.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Lake George photograph by Stieglitz, 1896

Alfred Stieglitz. Meeting of Day and Night, Lake George, 1896. The Art Institute of Chicago